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Beautiful Me

from Hard Nirvonic by Saukar



Monday, Monday
What a glum day for real
Just trying to find my light
Cause I lost it
Trying to find my way
Trying to find my way

In the eye of the beholder is a whole dimension
And attractiveness is on a sliding scale of existence
I used to stare at Jet beauties of the week
Trying to make a goal out of what someone else sees
When I look down, I see immature faults
Things I wish I could change to satisfy my thoughts
How can I grasp my expectations
If I'm not good enough for my own sensations?
I let the world curb my enthusiasm
Basing my perception off the popular attraction
Yeah, I knew it was negative
But intentions so large must've been for the betterment, right?
Playing catch-up. Always feeling behind
Rearranging myself... until I can't be recognized
Keeping up is exhausting
I had to take a step back and see that opinions are caustic

This world try to break you down constantly
And the sadness can burn like a 3rd degree
When I look into the mirror, I remember to see
The beautiful me. The beautiful me
Fear of the world is just not healthy
You gotta be the best you were meant to be
No matter if you scarred, than u got to see
A beautiful me. A beautiful me

Horses for courses. Bentleys & porches
Don't really mean a thing if you remain thoughtless
We all models strutting on this runway
Trying to light the night with our brightness all day
So what is average? Greatness we all have it
An oasis of blessings if we choose to try & tap it
Every blade of grass is part of the picture
The trees & mountains can't survive if nothing lifts em up
I see the beauty of simplicity
It's any not different than awe of complexity
The atmosphere of unbelief can cause grief to most
Knowing there is foccaia but we settle for toast
Got me thinking I'm a failure
On a scale of finances that I'm unable to measure
I asked my wife if I was good enough to love
She told me that my hugs were a gift from above


They told me was I was ugly
In the mirror, I see beautiful me
They told me I'm full of stupidity
In the mirror, I see beautiful me
They told me I 'm poor & just should give up
In the mirror, I see beautiful me
They told me, I would never be enough
All I can see is beautiful me
I see a black man with the heart of a child
Who can deal with chaos but hasn't forgot to smile
Who has made some bad choices but stays on the right track
Who may struggle at times but always fights back
I see my the face of my Dad & the eyes of Grandfather
I see muscles that I built because I want to be stronger
I see myself in the reflection. How can I hate what God crafted?
So If the world doesn't value me, it really doesn't matter
It doesn't matter
It doesn't mater
It doesn't mater
Beautiful Me
Beautiful me



from Hard Nirvonic, released October 29, 2018


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saukar Grand Rapids, Michigan

Saukar is a self taught musician, producer & engineer. Born and Raised in Grand Rapids, Michigan, Saukar has over 20 years of experience in the music industry.
He has copyrighted over 1500 songs under his own record label and publishing company under Heatholders Music Association. Saukar's ultimate goals are working with artists from different genres to create more motivational positive music.
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